Guess its about the right time.....
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Well, what can I say? Its been a while.
Its been a while since I updated my blog. Its been a while since I have anything worth writing. Its been a while since........my life turned upside down.
Sigh....and I guess its about time to start blogging again. And who knows, maybe the people who frequent my blog has stopped visiting my site. Well, cant say thats exactly a bad thing. Sometimes I'd rather certain individuals don't read my blog at all.
So, what have I been up to for the past month or so? Well, alot. Firstly, I resigned from my job. Thats right. I was unemployed for an entire month. Cant say this period has been exactly a walk in the park. Constantly worried about my finances, worried about my future and worried about my survival. Cos' to me, no work means no money. No money means no rent. No rent means no roof over my head.
Insecured, panicky, anxious....you name it. I was a total wreck.
But hold on a minute. The big question. Why did I resigned in the first place? Well, alot of reasons. Not about to go into the details though. But basically the whole ordeal was like going thru hell. So much so I had to leave within 24 hours.
Hence, there I was. Jobless and clueless about what I was suppose to do after that.
Then, the mother of all ironies happened. I went back to M1. Yeah.......I know. I'll say it again. Ironic.
Just about 3 months ago, I left M1. Thought of starting a new career into Marketing. And then life decides to take a cruel twist and there I was back in M1 again. Still, going back isnt exactly bad (thats what I tell myself). But then again, I might have done it out of sheer desperation....but I have to admit that the job package offered by M1 isnt too shabby.
And the reprieve I get? Atleast I'm not going back to the Call Center. I'll be dealing with a whole new level of shit - Customer Resolutions.
In the end, I learned alot from the whole episode. Alot of drama. Alot of emotional turmoil. Sigh.....and all this drama doesnt even involve a girl. Dammit.
Anyway, throughout that difficult period, when you have nobody to turn to; one can only turn to the devine for guidance. I prayed. I went to the temple to pray. Yeah I know...it sounds pathetic. But then again, I guess its difficult to illustrate what I was going thru emotionally.
Eventually, things started to get better. It always does. As I have landed a job back with M1, alot of other things in my life fell into place too, which subsequently even allowed me to travel to Japan for a short holiday. Unexpected huh?
Well, its been up and down for me for the past month. Until now, I still have a few nagging worries on my mind. But then again, everyone has problems. Just have to learn to deal with it.
Well, what can I say? Its been a while.
Its been a while since I updated my blog. Its been a while since I have anything worth writing. Its been a while since........my life turned upside down.
Sigh....and I guess its about time to start blogging again. And who knows, maybe the people who frequent my blog has stopped visiting my site. Well, cant say thats exactly a bad thing. Sometimes I'd rather certain individuals don't read my blog at all.
So, what have I been up to for the past month or so? Well, alot. Firstly, I resigned from my job. Thats right. I was unemployed for an entire month. Cant say this period has been exactly a walk in the park. Constantly worried about my finances, worried about my future and worried about my survival. Cos' to me, no work means no money. No money means no rent. No rent means no roof over my head.
Insecured, panicky, anxious....you name it. I was a total wreck.
But hold on a minute. The big question. Why did I resigned in the first place? Well, alot of reasons. Not about to go into the details though. But basically the whole ordeal was like going thru hell. So much so I had to leave within 24 hours.
Hence, there I was. Jobless and clueless about what I was suppose to do after that.
Then, the mother of all ironies happened. I went back to M1. Yeah.......I know. I'll say it again. Ironic.
Just about 3 months ago, I left M1. Thought of starting a new career into Marketing. And then life decides to take a cruel twist and there I was back in M1 again. Still, going back isnt exactly bad (thats what I tell myself). But then again, I might have done it out of sheer desperation....but I have to admit that the job package offered by M1 isnt too shabby.
And the reprieve I get? Atleast I'm not going back to the Call Center. I'll be dealing with a whole new level of shit - Customer Resolutions.
In the end, I learned alot from the whole episode. Alot of drama. Alot of emotional turmoil. Sigh.....and all this drama doesnt even involve a girl. Dammit.
Anyway, throughout that difficult period, when you have nobody to turn to; one can only turn to the devine for guidance. I prayed. I went to the temple to pray. Yeah I know...it sounds pathetic. But then again, I guess its difficult to illustrate what I was going thru emotionally.
Eventually, things started to get better. It always does. As I have landed a job back with M1, alot of other things in my life fell into place too, which subsequently even allowed me to travel to Japan for a short holiday. Unexpected huh?
Well, its been up and down for me for the past month. Until now, I still have a few nagging worries on my mind. But then again, everyone has problems. Just have to learn to deal with it.
